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A little more stability

I love seeing my babies. The adoptive family includes me in their lives much more than I could have hoped. I have a therapist now that has something to help me add better things to my life. My biggest problems now include budgeting my very small money amount each month and trying not to sleep all the time because I'm bored. Those aren't so bad.

I started piano lessons but quickly realized I couldn't afford it so it's my goal to save up to pay for a month or more lessons in the future. My other goals include getting rid of a lot of my stuff including furniture that I don't need anymore.

I just need to organize and clean home and find something to do with my time that involves leaving the house. The fear of leaving the house, although irrational and frustrating, is keeping me from having a normal life.

I also need to curb my spending. I just don't have the money to be buying random stuff. I use spending money to fill some gaping hole inside. That hole used to be filled with a social life.

My living room has a chaise lounge and it's the only place to sit. The rest is filled with treadmill, gazelle, and bike on a trainer. I use them all and enjoy getting a workout. It's hard to move around though when I feel so blah and trapped in here. Just gotta work on it.

2016 is gonna be work but only if I try.

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